Take Heed

I can't seem to get started, can't catch up. I am trying to order all the stuff to make collodion images, but I can't find everything I need. I will require a space in which to work if I am going to do collodion. I have rolls of film to scan. But there is the work that pays the bills and other obligations. All of it makes me catatonic. I am like the little girl in this photograph. Just too tired. Surrendered.

But I am full of hopes and plans and schemes, too. I have to overcome the fears and doubts that plague me. Do you ever look at what you are doing and think that maybe you are an idiot or have simply lost your adult sensibilities?

Speaking of which, I saw the new documentary on Dr. Hunter Thompson last night, “Gonzo: The Life and Work of Dr. Hunter S. Thompson." Making life into art goofs you up, I think. Take heed, friends. All who enter. . . .