The End of Paranoia

I'm stymied.  After the original success with the new alternative processing of Fuji film, I've failed to duplicate it.  I haven't had a useable result since.  I'll keep trying.  I've always figured things out before (I heard Ali say that in a documentary just before he fought Larry Holmes.  He knew he was not physically capable of it, and he ended up taking the worst beating of his life).  I'll figure out something.

But truly, what is going on.  Who is winning?  Everything is split down the middle, but somehow nothing adds up to 100%.  That is the story of the times.  No majorities, only contention.  Of it, I am weary.

The earth trembles and erupts.  The ocean fills with oil.  Saturn has lost one of its rings.  Everything you feared turns out to be true.  It is difficult to be paranoid lately.