Summer is here. Officially. I missed the first day, the longest day, though I now know it was catastrophic for me. It is noted. But now the long days hold on well into the evening, deep blues and purples refusing to yield. I went out last night alone for dinner, wishing to avoid the usual places, sitting outside at a sidewalk table eating barbecue and drinking beer and watching the parade of beauties and hipsters stroll by, me sitting inside my aura of aloneness.
After dinner I, too, strolled, though I imagine it more a stuttering limp than the smooth, confident gliding I'd been observing from my table. And on an oak-lined street of bistros, I came to what had been a coffee house but which has been transformed into a cute garden cafe. I stopped on the sidewalk for a moment to listen to a duet, a youngish fellow playing folksy jazz chords on a classical guitar and an (ahem) older gent playing violin. After a long bridge, the younger fellow began to sing unobtrusively, the other man giving very subtle and musically clever harmonies. Oh, they were good and I decided to stay and have a Bellini. I wouldn't have thought of it myself, but the chalkboard out front suggested it and it seemed the perfect drink for the time of evening.
I stayed longish. Lingered. Solitary in that most beautifully dark light. There is such a youthful charm to a Bellini, so full of eager enthusiasm on a pretty summer night whose air is filled with soft music and light.
I won't miss the full moon. It is tonight, the first of the summer. The Strawberry Moon. I think I know where I shall go tonight to toast the summer and the moon and me. We shall make a handsome trio for a brief while. Perhaps I will drink just a bit too much. Just enough too much. And I will wish for the Vespa I have not bought, a pale, rich yellow with a tan leather seat.
Now that I have suggested it, you try, too. The Bellini, I mean. And even the Vespa, if you can. It will mark you, and me, too, such a wonderful fiction, an infinite moment, a lovely escape on a summer full moon.
vespa, Bellini and a Strawberry full moon...you do paint a romantic escape...being surrounded right now by chemotherapy, hair loss, wheelchairs and pain meds I need an escape of some sort at times. Can't manage the Bellini or vespa but I will not miss the moon.
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