WTF

Let me make you laugh.

I found some Polaroid 669 film on eBay today.  Some.  Like 100 boxes.  So I bid on it not knowing if it is any good or not.  I spent about $1,000.

I got sick immediately.

Tonight, I was shooting with a lovely model with what film I had left.  On the last pack, the lens of my camera seized up and would not turn.  Remember. . . I had it fixed six months ago.

I got sick immediately.

We went to dinner.  Lovely girl.  All I could think about was the camera.  I wasn't good company.

When I got home, I went on eBay.  An auction was ending in ten minutes on the same camera and lens that I have.  The one that broke.

I bid on it.  And won.  $600.

I got sick immediately.

WTF am I doing?

I may have to sell some things.

I'm betting now that the film is no good.

I think I may be impulsive about some things.