Monday, July 21, 2014

The Artist and the Model



The artist is an old sculptor who is an intimate of Matisse, Derain, and others.  He is famous throughout Europe.  Now, at the end of his life, he has found one final model to inspire him.  She is a resistance fighter in WWII and has taken shelter in his studio.  One day while the two of them are eating lunch, he explains the evidence he believes supports the existence of God.  God, he says, created Woman first, not Adam.  He created her so that he might have company in the universe, someone to look at and hold.  Adam, he says, was their offspring, and there was only one rule, but Adam broke that when he made love to his mother.  Cain and Abel were the fruits of their rebellion.

That, my friends, is the only explanation of God and the Universe that has ever made a bit of sense to me.  I can believe in that one.

After his final sculpture is finished, the model leaves for the south and his wife goes to see after her ailing sister.  The Model and the Artist's Wife travel halfway together.  And the artist, sitting alone in his garden looking at his final work, puts the shotgun to his head.

All I am saying.

It is more complicated than that, though.  His wife had once been his model, too, and she had been in demand by all the artists.  It is his wife who understands his passion and who brings the final model to him.

Toward the end, the old artist gets an erection while looking at the model.  The next day when he goes to the studio, she is still in bed.  She looks at him.  He goes to her and caresses her body.  She looks into his eyes.

Cut.

Obviously, this was written by a man with a man's fantasy of life.  But being one, I don't completely object.

What is life, however, without beautiful women?  I'll have to ask someone.  It is something I've never known.

2 comments:


  1. True all dat.

    You know -- I think I've told you --- I have a lover who is a Poet. He has told me he has made a lifetime of studying women. I am an insanely jealous when it comes to him.

    I guess you can say I have been his Muse for about 10 years plus and have relished the role. I hate when he even thinks about other women - because I can read his mind you know.

    I've NEVER been jealous in all my life, I barely recognize myself sometimes when it comes to him and this subject. I met the Artist and suddenly -- I'm a crazy person.

    Anyway, we had our first ever -- um -- "thing" the other day. I can't seem to get over it. I'm not mad -- I totally understand his "artistic nature..." Really I do (sort of). I've gotten spoiled being adored --I guess-- and believing I am "all he needs."

    Even though I know that isn't the case - it will never - he loves beautiful women. Who doesn't right? GRRRR. I say.

    Anyway -- again -- we had just smoked a bowl of the best mary jane I have ever smoked and was feeling great. We were in bed and he was giving me a lecture on American Religion (he is re-reading Mr. Bloom's book). He was pontificating on Mormons (I have told him many times of their plan to take over America) and our stoned discussion wandered to the discussion of polygamy. It really is all very romantic despite how it sounds. :)

    I made a comment like "what about a beautiful, young babe ..." And he said -- and I think it was really -- how quickly he answered that made me so I don't know what it was really that I felt -- sad -- disappointed -- slapped in the face --- he said "Honey, that would be awfully difficult to refuse."

    Of course -- right then and there -- I acted like nothing bothered me BUT I have not fully recovered. He -- of course --- despite trying with his adorable artistic nature -- has not had a blow job or a touch of skin since. But it is not retaliation -- it is a real sense of something else -- I'm sure there is a mythological female character that would help define the "female trait."

    And the thing is -- he never apologizes -- because what is there to apologize for ?? -- he was being honest.

    He says -- "So you want me to lie next time?"

    Well yes -- darling -- maybe you should. NO don't - I don't want you to patronize me.

    Sigh. Truth.

    Ah. I don't know if this has anything to do with your post. But it gave me a place to process.

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  2. I'm not sure what to say, really. Evolution?

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