Wednesday, December 3, 2014

To Sleep, If Not to Dream


. . . but I didn't go out and photograph the holiday lights in my own hometown.  Rather, I fell asleep on the couch again, too tuckered for activity.  This is not a good thing, and it has me worried.  I wait to grow young again.  But maybe I have.  Don't babies always sleep? 

The holidays pass quickly and almost unnoticed.  I don't want to send cards and presents this year.  It seems mechanical, redundant, obligatory.  I have reached that stage.  I don't believe Christmas holds the same fascination for kids as it once did, either.  There is too much bling all year 'round.  Growing up, I expected to get nothing other than on my birthday and at Christmas, so those were a big deal.  If I ever said I wanted something to my parents, they would always say, "Christmas is coming up.  Perhaps. . . ."  So yeah, it was something to be anticipated.  Now that schools have holiday and season celebrations, Santa doesn't make much of an appearance. 

Besides, I don't get much time off from the factory for Christmas this year.  I work right up until Christmas Eve.  Gotta crank out those widgets, check the books, gather data, and plan for the future. 

Whatever.  I woke too early and am tired again.  I like my bed.  I want to go back to sleep.

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