Losing

Woke up this morning to a beautiful rain falling on the roof.  I lay in bed comfortably listening to the first big spring storm.  

When I got up, I made coffee and looked out the window at the wet, wet world.  The plants were happy, I supposed, but there would be no bird watching.  

I didn't want to disturb Ili, so I went to the guest bathroom where I heard a drip, drip, drip.  I thought it was the faucet in the tub, but there was no water on the nozzle.  Dry.  I reached up and felt the shower head.  Dry too.  WTF?  Then I saw the source.  The ceiling was bulging with water.  Adrenaline.  

Later, I found another leak in the bedroom.  

Is there any winning?  The roof is two and a half years old.  I called the roofing company, but they have not called back.  

I am destined to be poor, I think.  And depressed.  

I'm tired of losing.  I want a break.